I'm basically sitting here Kicking myself in the mouth repeatedly because my boyfriend was being a jerk and I was talking to a friend about it and my boyfriend went and read the messages and flipped out on me. I got pissed off and left for a while. I did calm down for a bit but when we started talking again... I basically wanted to kill him. He is really getting on my last nerve. I'm sitting here wondering what the fuck ever happened. We had a similar issue but we resolved it. I can't lose him. I've been such a bitch lately. After that stupid Period scare... My world has been dumped upside down and shaken brutally.


I just dont know what to do. I'm confused and Scared.